tick, tock, tick, tock...

crunch time is on. in less than 2 weeks, i'll move out of my apt. to where? i don't yet know. rather surprisingly, considering just how much i don't know, i'm being quite calm about this whole up in the air sort of business. i contribute that to realizing that it's not worth much to getting my panties all up in a bunch about shit i simply can't control. i'll either find a job before i have to move out, or i'll find a job after i do. no big whoop. no use in getting all kinds of crazy. it's unnecessary and that sort of drama is tiring as fuck.

i admit, it is a bit scary. i do have to get my shit together. i have to pack. i have to clean. i have to sort. and i definitely have to de-fuckin-clutter. simplicity, bitches. simplicity. i am uber uber grateful to my friend, theresa who has agreed to let me crash her pad in case the latter happens. i hope to not overstay my stay and am so appreciative of her time, space and generosity to be able to have the safety net in which to find and accept a job whose needs i suit and of course, a job that suits my needs.

i've definitely been active in getting my name and resume out there. i've sent more than a handful of applications and have had the luck of having interviews immediately. the jobs, so far, have been a bit lackluster, but i still have the hope and patience that the job i am seeking will seek a person like me in return. i'm fuckin radical, bitches. ahem. and modesty is clearly not one of my virtues, at least not right now. i think there's such a fine line of knowing your worth...and balancing that confidence with humility. i don't think you need to necessarily be modest when you advertise yourself. shake your motherfuckin tail feathers, suckers. shake em. own it. work it.

i take pride in the work that i do. i work hard for my money. so hard for it honey. i am worth it. ssssssssssseriously. (and, i'm just a wee bit tipsy right now.)