residue

the dictionary defines residue as a small amount of something that remains after the main part has been gone. lately, i've been re-thinking about how i have the capability to be a super agent of my own change. this change begins with my thoughts and words. choosing how to think determines how i feel and act. this choosing how to think, however, takes time and conditioning. it's like a super hardcore brain work-out.

for the past few weeks, i've been choosing to not dwell on certain thoughts about certain people. all of a sudden tonight, (갑자기) a residue goo coated my eyes and made me feel reminiscent. it's a slippery slope of emotions, the romantic versus the realist. when can both be satisfied?